I want to be special,
I want to be adventurous
I want to be that girl you see in the magazine
I want to be that person who’s Instagram you’ve seen
I want to make myself special enough for you
I want to make myself worthy
But you can’t turn trash into a diamond.
No matter how much you want that simple answer.
No matter how simple you make the question.
No matter how easy you need things to be,
No one cares enough to go easy.
I don’t understand how the world functions around me.
I don’t understand how you function around the world.
I don’t understand…
I. Just. Don’t.
Help me understand.
Will you have me?
Whether you wish it or not I will have you.
In all your grace