I want to be special,

I want to be adventurous


I want to be that girl you see in the magazine


I want to be that person who’s Instagram you’ve seen


I want to make myself special enough for you


I want to make myself worthy


But you can’t turn trash into a diamond.



Is there ever a happy ending?

Does life ever work out the way we intend it to?

If not,

What is the point?

Let it cease,

And let us be at peace.



No matter how much you want that simple answer.

No matter how simple you make the question.

No matter how easy you need things to be,

No one cares enough to go easy.